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Jul. 9th, 2005 @ 08:25 pm Dug From the Back of My Closet...

"I opened my eyes this morning and I saw you laying next to me. I smiled as you opened your eyes and you smiled back at me... your hair shimmering in the morning sun. As I reached over to touch your face, the image of you began to fade. I was alone," she starred down at the rose in her hand, gently playing with the petals.

"It was like reliving a memory of happier times. Back when we were together, when everything felt so right, so perfect. I wanted nothing more than to close my eyes and fall back to sleep. I wanted to dream about us and how good it used to be, but instead I cried. Heaving sobs that made me feel like a lost child in a world of torment," she sighed, wiping back the tears that began to form in her eyes.

"I miss you, but I know we can never be together again. The dreams we once had are long lost... as lost as I am, but I still remember. I'll always remember."

"Remember the time we went to the park for a picnic?" she stood and began to pace back and forth. A smile of rememberance crossing her face. " I never saw you smile so often or look so happy. I glanced over at you and became lost in your eyes for a moment. When you asked me what was wrong, I told you I loved you for the first time. I was so scared, but I thought my heart was going to burst when you told me that you loved me, too."

"We walked hand in hand that day, talking long into the night. We planned out everything, our lives together, how many children we were going to have, how happy and long our lives would be. I was never so happy in my life. And that night... you showed me your love in so many ways. All I wanted to do was stay in your arms forever," she blushed and stared down at her feet.

"When I woke up that morning, your face was right next to mine. You were sleeping so peacefully and you looked so beautiful to me. I reached over and stroked your hair, ran my fingers lightly down your face." She imitated the action in the air, pretending to run her fingers down his face like they ached to. "You stirred and slowly opened your eyes and smiled. I always melted when you smiled. Such a little thing, but your smile could brighten the darkest days."

"Oh, how I miss you. I wanted that perfect life. I wanted to be with you now and always."

Crying, she walked away. Tossing the rose she carried in her hand onto his grave.

"I love you. I always will."

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